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Post by ( CHRISSY SIMPSON ) on Jan 27, 2009 17:30:25 GMT -7
dancing with tears in my eyes, [/color][/font]   i'm trying to smile once in a while;"[/font] but i found that it just wouldn't do[/color][/font] "--------------------
chrissy headed out to the coffee shop. she knew that she wasn't supposed to drink coffee, so she would just get a glass of water. it still was crazy to think that their was a baby inside her. she couldn't even believe it. their was a small person in her stomach. that was crazy. she walked slowly down the stairs. she really needed to get out of her trailer. she had been in their for basically the past month. all she had been doing was studying her lines, and reading pregnanacy books. the life of a celebrity right?
she looked down at her stomach. there was a small bump, it wasn't that noticable right? all of a sudden her hands covered her tummy, they had been doing that a lot lately. Apparantly thats what pregnant women did right? It was like she was protecting her baby from the world, the world of danger that she was stuck inside of. nobody knew about this baby. nobody. not even her sister, espically not her parents. not even the father, only her boyfriend knew. it was a secret to the world. she was one of the only people who knew that another life would be born in six months.
six months? that seemed like such a short time. chrissy was scared to death. she was so confused, it was as if the world was a nightmare that she was stuck in. she finally reached the coffee shop, and walked in. a small bell jingled as she entered and walked into the line. she looked around the shop, it was almost empty. she ordered her glass of water and took a seat in a large booth, it seemed so small compared to her tiny body, and the even smaller tiny body inside of her.
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Post by LANEY PRESTON. ! on Jan 27, 2009 19:54:45 GMT -7
[/SIZE][/color][/font] I WAS LOST, BUT NOW I'M FOUND[/font] oh, a baby changes everything[/color][/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/center] ugh, how laney preston hated getting up in the mornings. the small seventeen year old blonde was currently barricaded under her very thick purple comforter and two layers of sheets. she had to be warm during the night, or she would die. or at least this is what she told her parents. laney had been looking forward to her week off, since she had just finished wrapping up the second season of everything is not what it seems. she loved working, but it was nice to have a break every once in awhile. to just spend some time with her friends and family. which were the two most important things in the teenagers life. but mainly, laney was looking forward to being able to sleep in. getting up at five every morning was exhausting, and not going to bed until one in the morning was even harder. it was hell at times. and a person could never really seem to get used to it. especially not the small blonde laying in her bed. it was nearing nine in the morning and she was sleeping peacefully.
well, only to be awaken a moment later. a small two year old girl with long brunette curls, falling down her back, pushed open the door to laney's room. her bright wide blue eyes scanning the room with a curiosity of a toddler. the small girl toddled over to the wooden bed and climbed up to the best of her ability. looking at the sleeping teenager in front of her she smiled. "mommy!" she exclaimed, jumping on the seventeen year old's small form. laney's eyes opened at the force of the impact. she groaned, before stretching. a small smile, spreading across her face as she looked up at her daughter. "izzy!" laney exclaimed, forcing her arms out of the comfort of the covers and pulling her daughter towards her. isabella giggled, as laney pulled her down. "wet's go somewhere mommy!" she said happily, in her cute little voice. she still couldn't say a lot of words correctly yet. but laney thought it was cute, her daughter was more intelligent than she let on.
laney blinked her green eyes a few times, to erase all traces of sleep. her vision blurred slightly as she done so, and as she sat up. she yawned. ugh, why couldn't isabella have let her sleep longer? laney didn't mind all that much, but sometimes having to balance school, working, and being a mother was hard. although she loved her daughter to death, isabella was her life. and the seventeen year old could hardly believe that she had almost given the little girl up for adoption. she had been scared to death, and barely fifteen when she found out she was pregnant. and to make it worse, the father was a guy who had taken advantage of how naive she had been. and laney did not want that womanizer in her or her kid's life. she had immediately tried to get a abortion, only to find that she didn't have it in her to go through with the procedure. sure it wasn't the best time and she wasn't exactly the right age to be having a baby. but maybe she could have the baby and give it to someone who could provide it with a safe and stable home.
the fifteen year old had, had a hard time telling her parents and facing high school. since her career had not taken off yet. and by her six month she was positive she was going to give her daughter up for adoption. even making videos for her to watch when she got older, about why she gave her up and how much she loved her. but after laney had given birth to her daughter, and saw just what she had been carrying for nine months. she could not bare to give her up for adoption. no matter how many times her mother tried to convince her it was the best thing to do. although her mom had warned her that she needed to get a job, or consider adoption, laney didn't know what to do. then fearless happened and laney began working. she loved her daughter and although people often called her a slut and a bad mother, she knew she was doing just fine. after all she was only a teenager and her mom was forcing her to take care of isabella herself when she wasn't working or doing schoolwork.
laney at first had been scared out of her mind, and that never really went away completely. she still was, after all she was seventeen and had a two year old. who was having to grow up in the hollywood spotlight. laney definitely did not consider isabella a mistake, oh quite the contrary. laney smiled down at her daughter, yeah it would be nice to get out and do something together. she had been busy with work lately and wanted to spend time with isabella. "okay, let's go get some coffee and juice." she told her daughter with smile. "yay!" isabella cheered, clapping her small hands together. she grabbed laney's hand. "wet's go!" laney chuckled at her daughter's eagerness. she slipped out of all the covers and took her daughter into her arms. "first, let's get out of our pj's." she said, looking down at her white tank top and blue pajama pants. and at isabella's pink and white care bear pajamas.
she took isabella to her room, which was adorning in pink and white. laney picked out a white sundress for her daughter, along with small black leggings. after getting her daughter dressed, laney went back to her own room. "one second, honey." laney told isabella, sitting her down on her bed. isabella nodded, as laney went over to her closet. she picked out a strapless pink shirt and a pair of jeans. sliping on black and white stripped calf linings too. and long with zebra print pink and black flats. walking over to her dresser she put on a black diamond shaped necklace and a black heart shaped lock and key necklace. quickly she went to her bathroom and looked in the mirror. her straight dark blonde hair was pretty much straight. she picked up her pink brush and ran it through her hair a few times, until it was perfectly straight. she then applied eyeliner and lip gloss. isabella jumped off the bed and went into the bathroom. she sat on the toilet, watching her mom apply her makeup. she pointed at the lip gloss and smiled. "can i have some mommy?" she asked. laney smiled and bent down, gliding the lip gloss across her daughters small mouth. "yay!" isabella said, clapping her hands once more. "bella, pretty" laney had to laugh at that.
"bella very pretty." she agreed with a smile. she then brushed her daughter's curly brunette hair, pulling it up into a high ponytail, and brushing her straight bangs down. isabella grinned. "ready?" laney nodded, and picked up her daughter. she then grabbed her black purse, that contained her cell phone and her keys. along with her money. after that she exited her room, and headed downstairs. no one was awake, how typical. laney walked out of the house and locked the door, only to be greeted by flashes of paparazzi's camera. they seemed to be all over her all of the time. just waiting for her to make a mistake so they could criticize her, for being a unfit mother. screw them, is what laney thought about it. she ignored the paparazzi, and hurried to her blue pontiac. she opened the door to the backseat, and strapped her toddler into the car seat. carefully. before shutting the door and walking over to the driver's seat. she slipped in and slid her keys into the ignition. starting the ignition and pulling out of the driveway.
it took her about ten minutes to reach the coffee bean. in which she collected her daughter from the car and walked in through the glass doors. isabella in her arms, she noticed some weird looks being thrown her way. obviously,she didn't look older than she was. and most sane sister's, wouldn't be taking their younger sister's here. ignoring them, laney went up to the counter, she ordered a cappuccino for herself, and some apple juice for isabella. she payed for them, and handed the lidded juice to her daughter and grabbing the cup of coffee in her other hand. looking around, she noticed that the place was full. with a sigh, she searched for a familiar face. laney's gaze landed on her co-star in the four sins, chrissy simpson. they had become really close friends on the set. although her fellow teenager had never discovered that laney had a daughter. she didn't want to draw attention to herself. laney walked over to chrissy's smooth and smiled. isabella gave a shy smile. "hey chrissy." laney said with a smile. "mind if we join you?" she noted that the teenager looked scared to death. what was wrong with her?
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Post by ( CHRISSY SIMPSON ) on Jan 27, 2009 20:26:06 GMT -7
dancing with tears in my eyes, [/color][/font] i'm trying to smile once in a while;"[/font] but i found that it just wouldn't do[/color][/font] "--------------------[/center]
chrissy siped her water slowly, letting all the liquid trickle down her throat. she felt scared and alone. there was a baby inside of her, she had to keep reminding herself, or she forgot. but the evidence was right there on her small tummy. she had gone to the doctor a week ago, and she was very nice. she told chrissy that the baby was heathy and she was doing a good job. that made her happy, she wanted the baby to be healthy, no matter what she decided to do with it.
six months. the days were passing, so were the weeks. so enough she was going to have a baby. her baby. her and that bastards baby. it was crazy. she pretty much was set on adoption. that was the easy way out right? she felt bad, but it was best for the baby, best for her, and best for everyone around her. fearless was no place to raise a baby. it was her mistake, and yes she was going to pay the consequences, she had to give birth right, but she wasn't goint to have the consequence of having to raise a baby. she knew that she couldn't do it the right way, she was only fifteen.
she saw laney walk up with a little girl. laney and chirssy had become really good friends and chrissy could use a good friend at the moment. she looked from laney to the little girl. there was no doubt in her mind. that was laney daughter. they were almost identical, both beautiful of course. chrissy tried to imagine herself with a little toddler that looked like her walking around town, on film sets, and at premiers. she just couldn't see it. she wasn't the mother type. at least not yet.
the image was becoming more realistic everyday though. when she first found out, she could have never even pictured herself with a baby. but now it almost seemed as if it were almost possible, that she could maybe raise a baby. she couldn't take it, she turned to laney, 'laney, i'm having a baby.' she said. it was out, so why did it feel so good. but as soon as the good left her body she started crying and shaking. it was emarassing, but it had to be done.
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Post by LANEY PRESTON. ! on Jan 27, 2009 21:05:24 GMT -7
[/SIZE][/color][/font] I WAS LOST, BUT NOW I'M FOUND[/font] oh, a baby changes everything[/color][/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/center] laney's eyes widened at chrissy's confession. she was having a baby? wasn't she fifteen? oh god. laney knew exactly how she must have been feeling at that moment. she sat isabella down in the booth. "stay there, sweetie." she told her daughter. isabella nodded and grabbed her cup of juice, taking a drink. she didn't seem to notice chrissy crying, she was too preoccupied with looking out the windows. and giggling every time she saw a bird in the sky. isabella always seemed to do that, and laney had no idea why. but hey, as long as it kept her preoccupied that was just fine with her. the seventeen year old then looked over at her fifteen year old friend.
she knew exactly how she must be feelings. scared and alone, and unsure of what to do. chrissy probably felt lost and like she had messed up big time. laney knew chrissy well enough to know that she had probably been tricked. she had too good of a head on her shoulders to do such a thing. she had made so many plans from what laney had heard, and a baby had not been included in any of them. laney sat down next to the girl and took her into her arms. rubbing her back as she cried. she knew that it helped to let it all out. it must have been eating at her mind for days, or weeks.
"oh my gosh. chrissy." she said, softly. "it's going to be okay." laney reassured her, rubbing her back. the fifteen year old had such a small frame, how could she carry a tiny person in there. laney knew the stomach expanded but still it was weird thought, even though she had gone through the exact same thing. she would help the young teenager to the best of her ability. but she knew that most of it depended on the mother, and how strong she was. it depended on if she thought she could handle being a mother at this young age.
pulling back for a moment, laney preston looked at chrissy. "do you know how far along you are?" she said her slowly and softly. this could play a big role into what she was considering. the three month mark was it for the possibility of having a abortion. after that, it was pretty much the options of keeping the baby or putting it up for adoption. but laney wasn't going to bring all of this up right now. the poor girl was probably confused, and completely terrified.
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