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Post by kara marines frasier on Feb 2, 2009 19:25:51 GMT -7
 is that money in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?she couldn't believe it. brennan had walked off? she slapped aiden, but that was it. didn't she realize that kara was the one who kissed him? oh well, but kara wouldn't have minded a physical fight with brennan, it would be fun. kara was physically fit, and loved the adreniline that fights gave her. brennan was a bitch, she had said a bit too many horrible things to kara, not that kara hadn't responded appropriatly, she had.
kara was really insecure about herself. she acted so confidant, but she hated herself. that's part of the reason she slept with all the men she did, they made her feel like she was something special. the words brennan had said to her hurt her so much, it was the truth and she hated to hear it. when aiden spoke she looked up. he looked confused. did that mean she still had a chance? had that kiss meant as much to him as it did to her. "well, maybe you did screw up. But some screw ups can lead to good things," she said to him, hope filling her eyes.
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Post by AIDEN PRESLEY. on Feb 2, 2009 19:49:52 GMT -7
  aiden gazed down at the brunette in front of him. both her and brennan were so beautiful, and he knew that he didn't deserve either of them. he loved brennan, but he knew he had hurt her. and he would talk to her when she calmed down, but at the moment there was really nothing he could do. other than feel like a jerk. but if anything this had just made him more confused as ever. there was chemistry there, between him and kara. the tabloids had made sure everyone knew that awhile ago. but at the same time he thought he loved brennan. hadn't he just been shopping for a engagement ring a few weeks ago? was he really going to let a whole year of being with her go down the drain? aiden didn't have any answers for those questions at the moment.
it wasn't fair to brennan, and aiden knew for a fact by now that he also had feelings for his best friend standing in front of him with hope filled eyes. he didn't have it in him to let her down right now, not after he had already hurt one person tonight. and in his opinion that was one to many. but he knew that in the end one of them were going to end up getting hurt, since he couldn't be with them both. so aiden settled for the truth at the moment. "kara, i like you a lot. but the thing is that i like brennan a lot too. i just don't know which one is the strongest yet." aiden admitted, bringing his hand up to kara's cheek and rubbing his thumb down her smooth skin.
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Post by kara marines frasier on Feb 2, 2009 20:01:59 GMT -7
is that money in your pocket or are you just happy to see me? he loved brennan, she knew that. she hated it, but it was reality. he loved her more, she knew it. the two had such an emotional relationship, it was crazy. he wanted to marry her. Him and kara didn't have a relationship like that, but she thought that they could make it like that. she knew that if they were ever together, it would change kara. if she were in a real relationship, she would change dramaticly. that would mean no more one night stands, and no more flirting like crazy. but she was willing to give it up, she would give everything up just to be with aiden, she loved him that much. she had never felt this strong about anyone before, and she was just bound to get hurt, but the chance that she might be with aiden was worth it.
the touch of his hand on her cheek felt so warm and perfect. she looked up at him. her feelings inside had changed so much in the last moments, she felt like she'd never felt before. all of a sudden tears welled up in her eyes. her heart hurt so much. but she didn't understand, wasn't she getting closer to aiden, so why was she hurting? she pulled him into a hug. the leaned up and whispered in his ear, "aid, I don't know what to do, it hurts so much." she said, but then she felt sick, she started to shake slightly, not noticable by many people. she didn't know what was happening. how could love hurt so much?
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Post by theodore sebastian grey on Feb 2, 2009 20:57:39 GMT -7
  ( PEOPLE MOVING ALL THE TIME ) [/color] i n s i d e a p e r f e c t l y s t r a i g h t l i n e [/font][/center] theo really couldn't be sure or not whether veronica was telling the truth when she talked about jayden. it would be simple to just believe veronica and know that she wouldn't lie to him but he just couldn't. he was sure he could trust veronica but when it came to jayden, theo couldn't be sure. it was nice to hear when veronica said that he was all she needed but just before she had said jayden was in the past and he couldn't believe that, how could he believe that she was telling the truth when it came to their relationship? theodore really wanted their relationship to be 100% honest but theo doubted that would ever happen. their relationship was based on fake love that would eventually end. a smile appeared on his face but faded once hearing the name jayden. "i don't know if he's just twisted your brain but i still don't like the guy."
theo took a beer and opened it himself before taking veronica's hand again. he took a drink of the beer running down his throat before turning back to her. "oh i know but at least you know you could survive if i ever were to leave or disappear." he would miss veronica too but there was a side to him that thought if he were to go away would veronica actually miss him that hard? or would she find another guy that could easily replace him? theodore wouldn't think hard on this though. he would focus the time on what he had with veronica while he had it. a shiver went down theo's spine as veronica whispered into his ear. he raised one of his eyebrows as one of his eyes looked over at veronica. "now the question is will dorinda be there?" theo was really joking about this but it wouldn't be the first time that veronica brought him over to her place. he couldn't say no but sometimes he wished it wasn't all just physical.
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Post by veronica sommer* on Feb 2, 2009 21:18:51 GMT -7
 · I'M LIKE A FIRECRACKER ·[/color] ,, I MAKE IT HOT! [/center][/size] [/size][/font] veronica didn't want to have to lie to theo. but she couldn't just promise him that she'd stay away from jayden forever. jayden was her number one boy before theo came around. she wanted to be with theo more than anything, but she couldn't just leave jayden behind. it just wasn't that easy. veronica sighed quietly and looked back to where jayden was standing, still in the same spot. "you don't have to like him." she said, "just think of me." veronica squeezed his hand. veronica still treated her and theo's relationship like she would with any other guy because that's how she thought he wanted it. she smiled at him, only to reassure herself.
she took another sip of her drink. theo's words kind of took her off guard. she looked at him, almost shocked. "don't leave me." she whispered, almost so quietly she didn't think theo would even be able to hear her. "how would i ever survive?" she said, putting the back of her hand to her forehead, pretending to almost faint. she tried to cover up her little slip with a joke. but her joke wasn't too much of a joke. if theo left, veronica really wouldn't know how to survive. the tension lightened. "of course, not. i let her take the night off. god knows where she'll be. she knows i'd bring someone home with me and she didn't want to get caught in it." veronica laughed to herself, thinking of the times that dorinda had caught her and some boy the morning after. "just think, my whole house all to ourselves." she whispered in his ear again. she smiled at him again and led him down toward the ocean.
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Post by ``camelia brennan wallace ! on Feb 2, 2009 23:41:28 GMT -7
 in the night, the coldest story ever told;;
far along this road;;
he lost his soul to a woman so heartless;;------------------
Brennan paused for a moment, staring out toward the beach, the landmark that would always hold the memory of her broken heart in it's history, and as she stared, she prayed, hoped Aiden would run after her, make any stupid, nonsensical excuse in the book to ease her troubled mind, mend her broken heart, but he never came, and just like that, she felt as if she'd not only lost her love, but her best friend.
"I don't understand it.."
A blank expression stained her face as she sat motionless in the passenger side of Kenz's car, too numb to feel anything at that moment, let alone act on anything.
"I don't understand..we were..perfect. I get punished for catching the flu for week?"
Her tone of voice was bland, and showed no emotion as she continued to sit motionless with a dead, blank stare towards the view her windshield gave her of the cold, cruel day.
"I never asked him to be perfect."
It was truth. She'd never once asked him to be perfect, but he was. He'd been the perfect stereotype of a perfect Prince charming since the day she'd met him, and she always assumed it was in his nature to be so amazing, but she'd also learned his faults, and not only had she understood them, she'd accepted them, she loved them. She loved every stupid, annoying little thing he did, and every mistake he'd made in his past, and she'd loved the way he'd acceped her even knowing her past.
"I never asked him for sympathy, and I never showed him any."
Sympathy was the worst punishment known to man. Knowing you'd had a rough past and having people give you freebees and pity stares was the cruelest judgment known to man, but not once ha she stared at him any differently since the day she'd fallen in love with him. Not once had she asked for more than he was willing to give her. She loved his insides. He could have been living in a cardboard box and she would have sat by his sie, shivered in the frigid, harsh, winter winds and shared every last torn garment they could get their hands on with him. As long as she could be next to him, his arms wrapped around her, she would have stood by his side through anything.
"I fed him vegetable soup when he was sick, accepted, and loved every flaw..I stood by him through every tabloid story, and gave him his space when he needed a guy's night out or needed some one on one time with himself..I gave him my virginity!"
Her voice raised with the last sentence, full of anger and rage, remembering back to when they'd first started dating a year ago. Not even two weeks had passed and she'd risked getting sick to bring him vegetable soup, wrap her arms around him and stay by his side until he felt better. She choked on her words, gasping and covering her mouth as tears finally filled her eyes, releasing themselves one by one, leaving a warm, sticky residue on her cheeks as flashbacks of that night played throughout her troubled head. It had been the night they'd given their virginity to each other.
"Oh gosh..Kenz! I gave him my virginity and.."
She was at a loss of words, and she couldn't feel if she was disgusted of upset. Biting her bottom lips, she took a deep breath, sniffling while rolling her fingers into fists.
"I don't understand what I did wrong, Kenz! I just..I feel like it's my fault somehow, and I keep going over this relationship again and again in my head, but..I can't come up with an answer. I never even asked him for a ring! I was perfectly happy with how we were or..are..I don't even know if we are anymore.."
The kiss kept flashing over and over again in her head. it wasn't enough that Kara had made the first move, but without pushing her away, Aiden had made the second move, and they'd met in a lip lock with each other twice, in front of all of their friends at the biggest fearless party of the year, and the paparazzi had captured the event on film.
Brennan sat motionless again, letting tears stream down her face while trying to erase the image from her head, unaware that he'd just been talking with some of their friends about actually buying her a ring, not knowing Kenz had been one of those friends.
"I just wanted to surprise him by showing up..I've been sick all week and I thought it'd be a nice surprise for me to be up and moving around..for us to be together for this party..I guess the surprise was on me.."
She became more mellow, her tone growing bland again while she held back an more tears from falling. The sky was sunny, but all she saw were grey storm clouds as a gloomy weight lurked above her, causing chaos, confusion and depression within the once content Brennan.
"I should have seen this coming..it's my fault..I should have known disaster was right around the corner..my life's been filled with tragedies..I just..thought that Aiden would be the one to break that cycle.."
She turned her head to look out of the window to the dark world outside, feeling numb once more, her stomach knotting up until she felt nauseous all over again.
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Post by theodore sebastian grey on Feb 3, 2009 16:23:47 GMT -7
( PEOPLE MOVING ALL THE TIME ) [/color] i n s i d e a p e r f e c t l y s t r a i g h t l i n e [/font][/center] theo put a light smile across his face as veronica squeezed his hand. how he wanted to believe that it could just be him and veronica but still would jayden always be in the back of his mind? he didn't envy jayden because he actually had veronica but the two always seemed like a pair if you were to talk about veronica's romantic relationships, jayden would obviously be there while theo was the new guy. whenever he heard people talking, it was never good. they talked about how he was good looking but just didn't have the bad boy attitude that jayden had and that veronica would always go running back to him whether or not she was with theo. theo just hated all the talk he heard, he tried to ignore it but it was extremely hard when theo wanted to the only one ever talked about with veronica.
theo turned to look over at the ocean before turning back to veronica thinking that he heard her say something. he raised his eyebrows. "sorry i didn't hear what you just said." he looked at her for several seconds before taking another drink of his beer. theo then heard her talk louder as she joked, he lightly chuckled. "are you actually that desperate that you would always need me around?" theo wished that it wasn't just a joke, he actually did want to be her knight in shining armor. theo laughed with veronica as she heard that she had let dorinda have the night off. it was actually funny to him. he did get the hint that when she said someone that it was him. "so you want to leave now?" he shot a smirk at veronica. the whole house... theo thought as he looked out to the waves that veronica had walked them to. "or we could just enjoy this peaceful ocean view." he looked out seeing the oceans crash against each other. theo was looking forward toward the night but it was a party and he couldn't just leave.
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Post by rea avalon gibson on Feb 3, 2009 16:30:15 GMT -7
 ( BURNT OUT AT TWENTY-TWO)[/color] ,, I LIVE TOO FAST I LOVE TOO MUCH ILL DIE TOO YOUNG BUT I CHOSE THIS CUP THAT I DRANK FROM [/font] ----------------------- , outfit , beach bash , not drunk yet [/color] [/size] Exhaustion. It was a normal case for Rea. She wasn't a morning person, though still she was forced up around 7 every day just because being in the business gave you a hectic schedule.. Whether she had to do an interview of a photo-shoot it didn't matter. There was rarely time between the appointments to even get somewhere, or even to stop at a stoplight.
This morning was a different case though, today was a day when Rea could sleep in ( Untill 12 to be exact) and she could do whatever she wanted. She relished on days like these, getting her nails done, her feet done, a massage or even a shopping spree. She made sure to do it all. Rea examined her long nails. The slick red color was chosen just because it was mix of sexy and flirty; a good color for either a late night party or a brunch at the local cafe. She really just chose it for one event though; the bonfire. She didn't know how the bonfire would be just because she wasn't exactly sure how all the drama would work out. Of course, right when she hopped out of her old 65 mustang, she saw a couple of her co-workers rushing to their cars. One looked crushed, and somewhat shocked, and the other looked a little bit frustrated and somewhat upset. The brunette raised her eyebrows, her fingers playing with the long locks of deep brown pulled over one shoulder. She knew tonight would be interesting.
She had dressed for a bonfire, not exactly fancy. With her studded gladiator sandals and her dark skinny jeans sh could walk around with no problem. She hadn't worn a shirt though, since most likely there would be some type of swimming activity. It was the beach, there was no doubt people were are going to get wet. So instead of a shirt she had just pulled on the oversized cream cardigan and had left it buttoned up. The girl pushed up her sunglasses, examining the groups of people. Some stumbled around (obviouslydrunk) and others stood, watching the ones who stumbled in amusement or disgust. Rea set down her bag and threw her sunglasses inside, grabbing a drink and deciding it would satisfy her for the moment.. Now all she needed was someone to talk to. [/center] |
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Post by veronica sommer* on Feb 4, 2009 17:35:20 GMT -7
· I'M LIKE A FIRECRACKER · [/color] ,, I MAKE IT HOT! [/center][/size] [/size][/font] veronica tried to clear her head from any thoughts that related to jayden. she was with theo tonight and that's who she was going to focus on. veronica wanted theodore grey more than anything in the world right now. but she couldn't just let go of jay all together.he was still her friend. her thoughts flickered to ainsley, the dumb bitch who was stealing veronica's attention from jay away. apparently they both liked each other, but the definitely weren't doing anything about it. maybe it was the fates talking, maybe jay was meant to be with ainsley and veronica was meant to be with theo. she took a few sips of her drink, attempting to clear her mind completely. now she was getting all sentimental. veronica closed her eyes and sighed. when she opened them again, she looked at theo and smiled at him. she squeezed his hand, only to reassure herself.
she stared out into the ocean, thankful that theo didn't hear her little slip up. she shook her head and smiled, "nevermind." she said in reference to what he didn't hear. veronica nodded slowly, hoping theo wouldn't catch on. she looked to theo with a raised eyebrow. "darling, do i look desperate to you?" she said to, half-jokingly. "you should feel honored that i chose you out of all the guys i could possibly have." she said, flipping her hair behind her shoulder. veronica smiled at theo's question, licking her lips. "whatever you want." she said, returning his smirk and finishing off the last of the alcohol in her bottle.
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Post by AIDEN PRESLEY. on Feb 5, 2009 15:18:31 GMT -7
what was a guy to do when he realized that he was in love with two girls? his girlfriend of a year, brennan wallace and his totally adorable best friend, kara frasier. aiden had no clue, hell, he wasn't even sure if the past hour had been real. but if it had, the last thing he wanted to do was face brennan. although he was still curious on why she had come when she had told him that she couldn't because she was sick. didn't she trust him? he had never given her any reason not to until now. and he knew that if he was her he wouldn't listen to anything he had to say either. still her did feel kind of guilty, the kiss was a experiment, to test out whether his slight feelings for kara were the real deal, and now he knew that they were.
he had always pictured his future with brennan in the picture, he had planned to marry her, buy a house, and to start a family. and he wanted that future he really did, but part of him wondered whether their future together was just a little too predictable. but now after all that had happened with kara, he saw another pathway emerging. a future with her, but the thing with her is that his a future with kara would never be completely certain. since she was often wild, crazy, and unpredictable. but aiden meant all of that in a good way, and part of him wanted that. badly, while his other half wanted the life with brennan. his more sensitive side. he was completely torn, and had no clue how to repair himself and everything around him. why did this have to be so hard?
aiden looked down at kara, and was surprised when he saw tears welling up in her beautiful brown eyes. "why are you crying?" he asked, softly. had he done or said something wrong? but his question was answered with her next question, as she pulled him into a hug and whispered softly in his ear. he hugged her back gently, it did hurt. falling in love hurt a whole hell of a lot. he was learning this the hard way. "maybe because we have to hurt first, to find what truly makes us happy." he whispered back softly, in her ear. aiden then felt her began to shake slightly. he wrapped his arms tighter around her. thinking she must have been cold.
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Post by kara marines frasier on Feb 6, 2009 17:47:39 GMT -7
is that money in your pocket or are you just happy to see me? kara had never been heartbroken before, sure she had broken many hearts, but it was completely different. in his arms she felt so useless, helpless, she felt like a child. it was immature to be crying over this, but kara was immature. she needed to shape up, she was in a competition here, a fight to death, she was going to do any she should could to get aiden, he was the guy for her, she knew it. all of this hurt was worth it, if in the end she got it. all this pain inside of her would be pointful, but if she didn't, she wasn't sure how she was going to handle it, probably bad knowing her.
she pulled closer into aiden and looked up at him, her tears dry. "i'm so sorry, I didn't mean for this to happen, I just couldn't hold it in any longer. I felt like I was going to explode!" she said, trying to lighten the mood. a small smiled formed on her face as she pictured brennan exploding into small pieces. she looked up at aiden, waiting to see his response. would he blame it all on her, no, he was too nice of a guy. he was probably going to blame it on himself, which was absurd, but that was aiden, too sweet for his own good. and she loved that about him.
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